It is currently 11:37 pm, and I'm not in the mood to explain myself. I don't even know whether or not it's been months or weeks since the last time I've updated. I'm not going to lie to you (me); I've had hundreds of opportunities to update. Every single time the reminder would pop up, I would cringe. I'm not sure why I don't update, but it's a struggle for me. I'm debating whether or not to make this a weekly thing, and just note down things that happen to me on the way...
Anyways, I am currently...empty. I'm not going to hold anything back here, so I'm praying that no one I I know reads this. Anyways...here we go.
Yesterday was my field trip to UofT, and to be honest, it was what I needed. Lately school has been messing with me, and we're only a little month a month into the curriculum. For careers and civics, Mr.Adams started teaching on Thursday, and he's alright I guess. I think I'll like this unit, politics and all. Law has been messing me up. Ms. Haynes would bury us with work, but not show up the next day. Then, she decided to be in a great mood and be all chippy and stuff, so I just need to get really good on note taking. English is the struggle for me. I'm not sure whether I hate this class or the unit. Hopefully it'll all work out. World Religions is alright---I just saw the light turn on oh my... Anyways, back to the trip! It was pretty good! The journey to get there wasn't the best though. We took the 41 to keele station, then got off at spadina. We had to walk about ten-fifteen minutes to get to the university, and it was absolutely freezing! I'm shivering just thinking about it. The morning was so awful, Cesar and Shankar were in my group (5) and I was ready to kill myself. Shankar and I are fine, but Cesar is such a piece of shit. He's not funny and he's not even cute, so has no right to say that the two grade nine girls are prettier than Vanessa, Vicky and I. I wanted to expose him so badly, but the opportunity didn't come up. Lunch came, and the girls, including Amina, Dante and I wasted half of it looking for McDonald's, and the rest was spent in Burger King. I bought---oh yeah, I forgot my bus tickets so vicky lent me hers. Turns out I forgot them on the table, but I didn't tell mom.---number 8 (nuggets), and Vanessa bought the Angus burger. Vicky deleted all of her pictures on her camera, and Amina bought subway. Anyways, that was when Vicky started getting in a bad mood, and it sucked. Sigh. Anyways, when we came back we did the math relay, and we ended up getting third place, only because Mabel, Ashley and the Asian girl guessed half of the time...I got skittles, but I gave it them to Amina because cramps. Vicky, Dante and I bussed home together, and Dante and I got off together at Lawrence West. I ended up having to give him two dollars and waiting for an hour because it was about 2:50 when we got there. Sigh. Mom bought us all Burger King, and when I say all of us, I mean Abdullahi and I. Mohamed got Popeyes and mom ate rice from yesterday. Abdullahi didn't like the chicken nuggets. Guess Burger King isn't going to become our normal. Sigh. Anyways, when we got home, everything was chill, and then I found myself talking to Vicky about one direction coming in August because 5SOS announced that they were going to be the opening for North America. I got really emotional and found myself telling mom to call dad. I'm not really sure if I want to speak about this part, but let's just say that I cried my eyes out for hours and that I've never heard a bigger hypocrite..
That night I deactivated my twitter, but not without posting a little rant, but I forgot what I said. It was only like two tweets anyways. I think I should keep it deleted and focus on my grades for the rest of the year. Yeah, that's what I'll do.
Oh snap, it's 12:03! I'm not sure whether or not it'll say it, but today is March 1st. Honestly, I don't give a shit about Justin, and no one seems to be talking about it. Then again, I deactivated my personal twitter sooo.
Today is a Saturday ((or should I say sunday???)) and it's just been gloomy. So gloomy. Mom and I went to the mall and I bought myself some clothes because there is a dress down coming this Wednesday. We also went to bath and body works, and it wasn't what I expected. The scents weren't that good there, and there was an annoying worker who wouldn't stop coming to us. Also, a really gay man showed us around, but thankfully mom didn't show any signs of...disgust. We got the "Buy 3 and get 3 for free" sale, but I forget the names. Then we went to nofrills, and I got an iTunes card!!! It's $25, and I'm already down to $7.77. Sigh. So far I've only bought Afterlight, Midnight Memories and Sleep Cycle, in that order. Then we went to the pharmacy and got a bunch of toothbrushes and Tylenol but we couldn't get anything for my eye. For the past few days my eye has been swollen, and the paranoid part of myself is telling me that it's a tumour, but vicky said that it's probably because I slept on my left side a lot last night. Sigh. I can't even blink without hurting my eye, and I think it's getting bigger by the day. I also got an Iced Capp today, in this crazy weather. Haha. When we got home, we discovered that the oil---oh wait, I saw Sabrina at nofrills too! We literally just said hi and left oh god---was open the whole time and spilt on the sugar and the car. Mom was pretty mad at me, but how was I supposed to know? When we got inside, we found out that Mohamed spilt a lot of water on the bed in the computer room, and mom was furious. Thankfully everything is alright now.
Dad promised me yesterday that he would call me at 12:30 during his lunch break, but of course, he couldn't even keep that promise. He called me at 10:21 tonight, and I ignored it. The bastard barely even tried, he just called once and texted me once. Ugh. Sigh.
Alright, I think that's all. I really need to finish all of my work tomorrow, the Oscars are on! Praying that Ellen doesn't make any innapropriate remarks. Goodnight...I guess.
SOTD: Why Don't We Go There
WOTD: "Assi"
EOTD: empty, sick
nastii eye
today's purchases (excluding b&bws)
This one is from today, the last one was yesterday's.
