Tuesday 31 December 2013

the day before


It is currently 6:37 pm on Tuesday, December 31st, 2013. I am alone in my bed, neglecting my homework and studying like I have been doing for the past week or so. I've been doing some thinking lately, and I've decided to make a blog for myself. This blog will be of me sharing out my thoughts and venting, because I believe that some things just...can't be left inside. This decision is really rash and literally came out of nowhere, but I've been thinking about New Years for the past couple of days, and I realized that I really need a resolution. A couple days ago, I stumbled upon a tumblr post, and it was showing a person who would sit down, and just write out their thoughts for ten minutes a day, everyday. This really inspired me and I considered doing this as well. I showed this to my friend Vicky, and she agreed that it was a great idea. Then it hit me, where would I keep it? You see, my whole life I've been trying to do this, and it always ended up being exposed or just forgotten about. I've tried to keep a diary countless times, but I always forgot to write in it, lost it, or my brothers would find it and read it like the jerks they are. So, I decided to keep it in a blog, where only I can see, and I could add pictures to make the memory even more alive. I made a promise to myself to post daily, whether it be a simple word, a picture, or even a whole rant on why I prefer the cookie to the cream on Oreo cookies. I also plan on adding the song of the day, word of the day, and a few more note worthy things that have gone on in my life. I feel like there is more to say, but unfortunately I'm stumped. Oh yeah, I remember now! I plan on keeping this blog private, so I can look back on it for ages, and I can't even imagine the thought of people I know reading this. Oh God, I really need to stop biting my nails and lips, it's just that I'm so nervous! As I'm typing this, I can hear the keyboard next door being pressed into by my mother, probably attempting to use Facebook and impress her friends with my words of English... I can also hear my little brother pressing hard into his game controller, WWE 2013 I believe? And my older brother is probably using that old tablet way too close to his face, watching some dumb parody of a popular song. Yes, I just rolled my eyes. Ok, well that's all for now then guys! I'll see you tomorrow, and happy New Year!!! I'll probably message Vicky back now, I feel horrible for not answering her back yet. Oh, hold that thought, mom just asked for tea. -rolls eyes again- I should really get started on that homework now!

SOTD: Demons/Grown Woman/Flawless
WOTD: "laundry"
EOTD: stressed (homework&exams)
POTD: 
I might make up some more "___ of the day" later on...

Oh yeah, I should probably make a certain greeting/farewell for every post too...


(forgot to post the time kmt) ummm... 7:04???


WAHHHH
It's 7:16, and after failing at fruit ninja, classic, I remembered something I wanted to do! I'm gonna make a list of stuff I wanna do/accomplish for 2014. And also, I wanted to make a--

HOLD UP SHAHAJDH I LITERALLYGOT A TEXT FROM VICKY SAYING THAT NIALL AND BARBARA KISSED KENDMFHDJSJDJDJSMCJSJGHBDNX CHSNKEJJEHZH IM FFUCKINGG FFREKAKING IUT RNI WOOAHSHHSGD AKHHHHH NONONO IDK HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS WAHHHHH

ok ok I think I'm calm rn. wait lemme find a pic

ok I can't find one

oh yeah and I found a pic of Harry and his first ever gf
 can't lie it's kinda cute idk

ok so for my list:
work out more (lol)
read a lot
don't stress over the little things
eat healthier
be kinder
don't procrastinate
get awesome grades (atleast a 90 for second semester)
and yeah I guess that's it

ok thx guys byee

7:21