day twenty nine...

hey guys, it's been awhile huh? It's 3:48. Oh God, I really don't have an excuse here huh? I'm such a terrible person, sorry. I've been so busy with the exams (procrastination), so I didn't update. I'm not going to lie, I've had a bunch of opportunities to update, but I just couldn't find myself to do it. 

Alright, let me update you guys on some stuff...

Firstly, school. I have an 80 for French, which is really surprising because I was sure I aced my exams, yet I only went up 1%! I'm gonna have to have a chat with Mdm...

For history, I have a final mark of 96, and I have to thank my collage for that! Really happy about that. Now for the gruesome part... I have a 55 for math, and a 79 for science. I think I got a 55 on the math exam, and a 64 on the science exam. I don't really want to talk about it to be honest. 

Anyways, I now have no school until Monday, except for my mock osslt tomorrow, but I'm just going to wing that to be honest. I really want to start some new shows/movies, but they don't want to work on my phone, and I'm also too lazy.

For today, I watched TFIOS trailer, and it looks really sweet. Need to finish the book! Oh! I also cleaned out my room yesterday! It's gonna take some getting used to though. Mom and I went to Staples, and got new ink cartridges. I think it's time for lunch now, rice and hilib, ugh. 

Alright, just finished eating, feel kinda gross. I'm probably gonna go continue watching "What's on my Iphone" videos, like I've been doing for the past couple of months. It's 4:28.

day sixteen

Hey there, it's me. I think I'm just gonna continue posting at the very last minute. I am feeling the stress right now. Tomorrow is my French exam! Okay you know what, I'm gonna post more about this later. It's 11:45 right now.

day fifteen

Before future-me gets pissed off, no I did not post yesterday, because I was tired and felt hella shitty. It's currently 11:05, and I'm pissed because I think I just failed my French project. I couldn't print it last night, so I asked Mdm.Lascaris if I could go and do just that. When I got there, the librarians kept bugging me to hurry up and pissed me off. I ended taking like twenty minutes! When I got back, she was about to start the listening test without me! And she has the nerve to be in a bad mood with me! -rolls eyes- I presented first by myself, and I think I did alright, but I fucked up on the last question. I changed my phone to French last night, and it's kind of fucking up. Today is gonna be so shit. 

(muna being an annoying shit lol)

It's currently 11:45 right now, and I am not too sure how I feel. Let me explain today at school, but I'm gonna skip French because I already posted.

Today in history, we were assigned our essays, and I don't really know how I should feel about it. Oh my, I just realized that I say that a lot. Anyways, we learned today that the essay is worth 15% and the exam is worth 15%...should I be happy? All I know is that I have to ace both! Believe it or not, but I brought home 3 history textbooks! Unfortunately, I was too lazy to do any of it -rolls eyes-. I'll do it tomorrow in class! Math class was a little awkward because yesterday, Ms.Xherro EXPLODED on Vicky for giggling. In all fairness, I was louder than her, so it does seem a little unfair. Also, remember that math unit test I got last Friday? Anyways, turns out that Anirudha didn't have the last one-two pages of it, and only told Ms.Xherro about it today. When he handed it in to her during class, she realized that in comparison to the first half to the second half of the test, there was a HUGE difference. Even I could notice it! Basically, he ripped it out and took it with him and found the answers! The thing is is that Ms exposed him! In front of everyone! It was so awkward, and of course, Emmanuel was laughing his ass off. I can't lie, I didn't feel any sympathy towards him, but I couldn't laugh! For science, it went pretty well, and I have a unit test on climate on Friday. Umm, when I got home, I did the French review package, and I still have some questions for Mdm. Yup, that's about it. Goodnight!

SOTD: 400 Lux

WOTD: "cheese" (as in cheesed lol)

EOTD: careless?

POTD: 

My first successful-ish collage! 

Oh, and yesterday after school, Alex got gang-banged.

And here is a picture that Shankar took of Vanessa the other day! 

 

day thirteen

currently at the library, waiting for mom. She's getting us pizza because it's Monday, so it's cheaper! When I called, she told me so I bought myself a coke. I thought I deserved to treat myself. I almost pissed myself on my way. Thank God no one was using the bathroom, or else I would've had another "accident"... 

Annoying middle school kids everywhere, -rolls eyes-...

It's 3:51, where is she?!?! It started raining a little while ago, so that made my need to pee even stronger. I have A LOT of work to do tonight, wish me luck. I have a grammar and listening test for French, a history assignment to do, math homework and review, and a science quiz tomorrow, plus the unit test on Friday!

Hey again, it's 10:58 right now, and I am officially screwed. I barely did my French, didn't do any math and I'm only just now studying for my science quiz. Atleast I handed in my history, but I took way too long to do it, and wasted a lot of time thinking of stuff for the reflection rather than doing other work. I tried to do the math work, but I kept getting the wrong answer. Oh screw it, I'll just ask Nat tomorrow. Mom made me a smoothie again, and it's disgusting. I didn't drink any of course, but still, ugh. -rolls eyes-

I should probably go back to studying anyways... See you tomorrow!

SOTD: Cherry Bomb

WOTD: "pissed"

EOTD: "fuck it" but not really...

POTD: selfies I took while vicky was speaking to guidance...

ugh I really need to open up my eyes when I'm taking pictures...

day twelve

Hey guys...I'm so sorry. I completely forgot to post yesterday. I'm so sorry. I'm a terrible person. It hasn't even been two weeks and I've already broken it. I swore I saved a draft though, guess I was wrong. Really sorry guys. If it makes you feel any better, I did absolutely nothing yesterday. Oh wait, I started After 3. I've only been reading this for a week and I'm already on chapter 216. Anyways, on to today...

It's 10:16, and I'm currently watching the 71st Golden Globes. It's pretty good I guess, but I liked last years better. Tina and Amy are co-hosting again, but like I said, I think they were funnier last year. Mom keeps coming up every ten minutes asking if Captain Phillips is on yet, and it's starting to bug me. I really need to start 12 Years A Slave, American Hustle, American Horror Story, etc. Right now, some guy with a really heavy accent won for Gravity, but I didn't catch the category because I'm typing. I'm scrolling through tumblr, and everyone is upset with Jennifer for winning, because they believe that Lupita, from 12 Years A Slave should've won. I personally think that Lupita looks beautiful, and she must be really good because this was basically her debut, asides this short film she did in 2008 (yes I looked her up on Wikipedia, duh). Brooklynn Nine Nine just won an award, never heard of it before to be honest. Sigh, Mohamed and Abdullahi are arguing with each other, -rolls eyes-. Anyways, I did "some" homework, but I'm really disappointed in myself... I didn't do any science, I did my French project, but not the two that I missed from missing school last Monday, and I didn't do the history reflection either, and that was due a few days ago as well. Also, I only did like 1 question from the math review. I'll try it all tomorrow I guess. Anyways, watching the Golden Globes is making me really excited for summer, so I can spend my days watching new shows and movies. Oh my, Jennifer is presenting! Oh crap, I completely forgot to tell you guys the time! Oh wait, oh my God, thank God, I did! Nevermind, false alarm! Ohmygod! Leonardo just won for Best Actor in a Comedy! AHHHH! He looks so handsome, and has such a lovely voice. 

Oh yeah! If you didn't know, it's Zayn's birthday today! So far, I've only seen Niall and Liam tweet him, not surprised. I'm sure the boys messaged him via text messages, but it still would be nice to see a tweet. It really makes it real, you know? Oh yeah, Vicky introduced me to a new fanfic yesterday, and I've only read a little. It sounds good, though. It's called "Sanity Not Included" and I look forward to reading it later. There's only twenty eight minutes left of the awards, and to be honest, it kind of just flew by. Oh well. Last year was a million times better, but this was still good nonetheless. 

Muna, or well, future Muna, I wonder if you remember this commercial. It's the one about mental diseases, or something like that. It shows a man walking inside his really nice condo, and he just sits down and sighs. Then a statistic shows about N/A have a mental problem, and I always think it'll stay with me. Please tells you remember it...

Muna, also, you really need to fix your posture. Ugh, Drew Barrymore's dress is hideous. I said that outloud. Shoot. "What, you don't like polka dots?"-Mohamed. Wow, American Hustle just won best comedy, motion picture! I'm not sure how I feel about Amy Adams though... 

Ok Muna. I think that's all for tonight. I'm gonna K.O soon, and there is only twenty minutes left. Goodnight!

SOTD: Amsterdam (I know I already did this, but I'll explain why. I was on 8tracks, and I looked up "Imagine Dragons" because I really wanted to hear that song, but it wouldn't come up! That's what I hate about that app, I can't skip more than 3 songs. Finally though, it came up! Literally after 10 minutes of looking through playlists, it came up! Here's the thing though: it only played about half of the song. Not even joking. So by then, I was pretty upset and angry, so I decide to do something I never do, and YouTube it. Yes, I youtubed it. But guess what? It's one of those songs that can't show up on either YouTube or mobile devices. So that really pissed me off. Oh crap! All through out this show, mom would leave literally the moment someone was about to say something innapropriate, and I thought that someone up there was giving me a break! But when mom decides to sit down and join is, Tina Fey decides to say the rudest thing; "Like supermodels vaginas, please welcome Leonardo DiCaprio!" So of course, I pretend that I didn't hear, and it was so awkward. Mom just spat "disgusting" and left. Thanks. 

Alright guys, goodnight! Oh yeah, I just wanted to say, I absolutely hate Jennifer's dress, sorry not sorry.

WOTD: "nominated"

EOTD: "fuck it"

POTD: (pic of zayn I posted on insta) "happy birthday to the bae"

(Leo winning his award!)

(old pic of the boys from the tmh book)

(pic of Emma from tumblr lol queen)

day ten

Hello guys, it's currently 9:33 pm, and I'm just chilling in bed. Mom's asleep, and the boys are on their devices...duh. Um, so I totally fucked up on that math unit test. I was even considering dropping water all over it. It was honestly that bad. Then, when we went to science class, Mr.Scherer decided it was funny to make fun of us for it, so I'm kind of in a shit mood. We all went to her after school, and when she took up the questions, I wanted to slap myself in the face. Hard. They were simple! I really need to master trignometry, my grade depends on it. I'm considering taking this course during summer, and take English for grade 11. Also, Ms.Xherro recommended that we take 11U next semester, because what we're doing now is really important, so I can't forget how to do it and end up being screwed. I'm not sure, because a) it'll make a huge mess of my schedule, b) I'm taking this course again in summer school, so what's the point?, and c) I honestly don't believe I'm ready. I just really need to ace my exam, but I know that'll never happen. I almost laughed. Anyways, I'm still mad at science because again, the material seems to be getting harder, and I have a lot of reviewing to do! We learned a new French lesson today, and it seems pretty simple, just needs some memorizing, etc. One thing that I'm worried about is history! I currently have a 95% in that course, and next week we're getting our essay and optional project, which is just for people who need to boost their grade. It's supposed to be a collage, so I'm considering doing it to boost my 95%. I just don't want to end up with my mark going down from the exam, you know? If it doesn't go up, I'm gonna be upset, but I'll be more upset if it goes down. I just really need to WORK for the next few weeks. Alright, so, um, I guess that's it? I might update you guys later, I'm not sure. Bye!

SOTD: Clique

WOTD: "word problems"

EOTD: relieved?

POTD: 

(kritik lied lol I never gave him my number in my life and I changed my number a few months ago, in case I forgot)

day nine

Hello! It has literally just hit 11 in the night, and yeah yeah I know, I have some explaining to do. Hmmm, I guess I should just start with my day. Mohamed was supposed to wake up first, but of course, he thinks it's my turn and calls me repeatedly, thus making mom mad and chewing us out. -rolls eyes-. French quiz was alright, same for history. For lunch, we went to French club for the first time in FOREVER. Missed out a lot, but I don't see the point anymore since only two people have given a deposit for the trip. Oh yeah, mom brought me Pizza Hut, yeah, you can imagine how awkward it was walking into a full class with that box (indirect to luis). When it ended, we went to Xherro. Math was alright, but we were all doing our own thing because Anirudha, Luis, Shankar and Bryan went to their soccer game. One good thing that came out of this was all of the pictures I got of Alex when he thought I wasn't looking. I'll post them later. Science was fine too, but I'm so angry that I got a 20/31 on our quiz that we did yesterday. Don't wanna talk about it. It's really hitting me how soon the exams are, and how much I need to cram in two weeks. I'm mostly worried for math though. I don't know why, but one minute, I'm telling myself how in less than  a month, I won't need to bring my calculator to school anymore for awhile, and that it'll be a breeze. Then another minute, STRESS! Sigh, this needs to stop. I'm so determined for this weekend, future-me doesn't even understand! Oh and also, the reason I was so down yesterday about math was because we had gotten stuff on revenue word problems, and I was clueless on it. Luckily, Natt came today, and I now understand it. I'm not sure if I'm ready for that unit test tomorrow, but I feel like I'm almost in that "fuck it" mentality. Anyways, it's currently 11:11, make a wish! I think that's enough for today, see you tomorrow!

SOTD: Guap

WOTD: "revenue/profit" (math)

EOTD: hopeful?

POTD: (some of the many flattering pictures of Alex I caught today! 

(one vanessa took of me lol ew)