day thirty nine

It's 11:46, Abdullahi got a haircut, but mohamed and I stayed home to clean everything. I'm procrastinating big time. Really tired. Watching a lot of Snl and Jimmy Fallon. Really need to get started on that homework! Bye!

SOTD: Don't Let Me Go

WOTD: "unfair" (Abdullahi getting a haircut, but not Mohamed)

EOTD: sick  

POTD: fav pic of the boys???

day...of realization?

It is currently 11:37 pm, and I'm not in the mood to explain myself. I don't even know whether or not it's been months or weeks since the last time I've updated. I'm not going to lie to you (me); I've had hundreds of opportunities to update. Every single time the reminder would pop up, I would cringe. I'm not sure why I don't update, but it's a struggle for me. I'm debating whether or not to make this a weekly thing, and just note down things that happen to me on the way...

Anyways, I am currently...empty. I'm not going to hold anything back here, so I'm praying that no one I I know reads this. Anyways...here we go.

Yesterday was my field trip to UofT, and to be honest, it was what I needed. Lately school has been messing with me, and we're only a little month a month into the curriculum. For careers and civics, Mr.Adams started teaching on Thursday, and he's alright I guess. I think I'll like this unit, politics and all. Law has been messing me up. Ms. Haynes would bury us with work, but not show up the next day. Then, she decided to be in a great mood and be all chippy and stuff, so I just need to get really good on note taking. English is the struggle for me. I'm not sure whether I hate this class or the unit. Hopefully it'll all work out. World Religions is alright---I just saw the light turn on oh my... Anyways, back to the trip! It was pretty good! The journey to get there wasn't the best though. We took the 41 to keele station, then got off at spadina. We had to walk about ten-fifteen minutes to get to the university, and it was absolutely freezing! I'm shivering just thinking about it. The morning was so awful, Cesar and Shankar were in my group (5) and I was ready to kill myself. Shankar and I are fine, but Cesar is such a piece of shit. He's not funny and he's not even cute, so has no right to say that the two grade nine girls are prettier than Vanessa, Vicky and I. I wanted to expose him so badly, but the opportunity didn't come up. Lunch came, and the girls, including Amina, Dante and I wasted half of it looking for McDonald's, and the rest was spent in Burger King. I bought---oh yeah, I forgot my bus tickets so vicky lent me hers. Turns out I forgot them on the table, but I didn't tell mom.---number 8 (nuggets), and Vanessa bought the Angus burger.  Vicky deleted all of her pictures on her camera, and Amina bought subway. Anyways, that was when Vicky started getting in a bad mood, and it sucked. Sigh. Anyways, when we came back we did the math relay, and we ended up getting third place, only because Mabel, Ashley and the Asian girl guessed half of the time...I got skittles, but I gave it them to Amina because cramps. Vicky, Dante and I bussed home together, and Dante and I got off together at Lawrence West. I ended up having to give him two dollars and waiting for an hour because it was about 2:50 when we got there. Sigh. Mom bought us all Burger King, and when I say all of us, I mean Abdullahi and I. Mohamed got Popeyes and mom ate rice from yesterday. Abdullahi didn't like the chicken nuggets. Guess Burger King isn't going to become our normal. Sigh. Anyways, when we got home, everything was chill, and then I found myself talking to Vicky about one direction coming in August because 5SOS announced that they were going to be the opening for North America. I got really emotional and found myself telling mom to call dad. I'm not really sure if I want to speak about this part, but let's just say that I cried my eyes out for hours and that I've never heard a bigger hypocrite..

That night I deactivated my twitter, but not without posting a little rant, but I forgot what I said. It was only like two tweets anyways. I think I should keep it deleted and focus on my grades for the rest of the year. Yeah, that's what I'll do.

Oh snap, it's 12:03! I'm not sure whether or not it'll say it, but today is March 1st. Honestly, I don't give a shit about Justin, and no one seems to be talking about it. Then again, I deactivated my personal twitter sooo. 

Today is a Saturday ((or should I say sunday???)) and it's just been gloomy. So gloomy. Mom and I went to the mall and I bought myself some clothes because there is a dress down coming this Wednesday. We also went to bath and body works, and it wasn't what I expected. The scents weren't that good there, and there was an annoying worker who wouldn't stop coming to us. Also, a really gay man showed us around, but thankfully mom didn't show any signs of...disgust. We got the "Buy 3 and get 3 for free" sale, but I forget the names. Then we went to nofrills, and I got an iTunes card!!! It's $25, and I'm already down to $7.77. Sigh. So far I've only bought Afterlight, Midnight Memories and Sleep Cycle, in that order. Then we went to the pharmacy and got a bunch of toothbrushes and Tylenol but we couldn't get anything for my eye. For the past few days my eye has been swollen, and the paranoid part of myself is telling me that it's a tumour, but vicky said that it's probably because I slept on my left side a lot last night. Sigh. I can't even blink without hurting my eye, and I think it's getting bigger by the day. I also got an Iced Capp today, in this crazy weather. Haha. When we got home, we discovered that the oil---oh wait, I saw Sabrina at nofrills too! We literally just said hi and left oh god---was open the whole time and spilt on the sugar and the car. Mom was pretty mad at me, but how was I supposed to know? When we got inside, we found out that Mohamed spilt a lot of water on the bed in the computer room, and mom was furious. Thankfully everything is alright now.

Dad promised me yesterday that he would call me at 12:30 during his lunch break, but of course, he couldn't even keep that promise. He called me at 10:21 tonight, and I ignored it. The bastard barely even tried, he just called once and texted me once. Ugh. Sigh. 

Alright, I think that's all. I really need to finish all of my work tomorrow, the Oscars are on! Praying that Ellen doesn't make any innapropriate remarks. Goodnight...I guess.

SOTD: Why Don't We Go There

WOTD: "Assi"

EOTD: empty, sick

POTD: 

trip picz

nastii eye

today's purchases (excluding b&bws)

This one is from today, the last one was yesterday's.

fucking asshole.

day thirty seven

it's currently 11:35 right now, and I have procrastinated big time. I'm going to save this as a draft and edit it when I'm done.

day thirty six

nothing happened today. stayed home because mom didn't like the weather. Read some fanfictions. Stayed in bed like a lazy piece of shit. Missed World Religions homework, and I think it was Mr.Watkin's birthday. Oh, it's 9:40. Goodnight.

SOTD: Everyone Wants To Rule the World

WOTD: "snow"

EOTD: exhausted, for no reason.

POTD: 

hashtag selfie

day thirty three

It's currently 11:28 right now, and everyone is asleep. Gonna keep this one short. I'm packing my bag currently, and I'm going to take a shower after. Considering gluing some of the pictures I printed yesterday onto the white binder, think that'll look cool. Sucks because I can't find the glue. Also, right now, lohanthony is having a twitter fight against a lot of viners. Ouch. Nothing really happened today, mopped, did the oven, did laundry. It was pretty decent. I've been watching a lot of "What's in My School Bag" videos, and I've been making a list! Wish me luck on it! Guess that's all? Wow, first day of semester two tomorrow...goodnight! (11:32)

SOTD: Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have With Her Clothes On

WOTD: "wanderlust"

EOTD: amped (bc school tmr)

POTD: 

some of the stuff I printed from yesterday for the collage, considering putting these on my binder. I mean, I did print 24 pages last night, I'm sure I have enough to share.

day thirty two

Hello everyone, it is currently 11:16, and I am trying to make work of a collage. But first, allow me to break down my day for you.

Woke up pretty late, an hour after noon, and did some tidying up, but I still have yet to mop the floor. I didn't really do anything today. Oh, I read a Diall fanfic, it's called "What's Unknown", and it is so cheesy and...predictable? I even reread some After (first one), mostly the part where Tessa and Harry move in together. Mom is waiting for her friend to pick her up for a wedding. They were supposed to leave at nine, but the idiot lady decided to go to the hair salon last minute, so poor mom has been waiting ever since. She called, and she's on her way. To be honest, the only reason I want mom to go is because I really want to print the pictures for the collage, and it is 18 pages! Funny thing, is that we got new ink a few days ago...

Trying to remember what else I did today...

Scrolled through tumblr a lot, looking for inspiration for my room. Oh yeah! I was making burgers for Abdullahi and I, because everyone decided to have lasagna, and I decided that I would make it at 5:30. Abdullahi was just hungry for more I guess. These two burgers literally took an hour to cook! Also, they were huge! And the worst part was when they were finally done, I attempted to pick one up, but it dropped, spilling hot grease all over my body. I mostly got it on my right hand, and now my pinky is ripped, and some puss is coming out. Yuck. I'll post a picture later. 

Lastly, as you know (or you should know), is that today marks the twentieth year that Harry Styles has graced this Earth. The only problem is that he hasn't been seen yet, which is not what any of us expected at all. I expected him to be seen with Nick Grimshaw and Alexa Chung on the streets of London, drunk off of their faces. Oh well, maybe something will come up soon, hopefully. 

Oh wait, one more thing! This morning, I go on twitter and see a bunch of people tweeting about Justin Bieber. Turns out, him and a friend had a picture taken of them licking this strippers' breasts. Disgusting.

Mom is leaving now, so I guess that's all folks! Goodnight, love you. (11:35)

SOTD: Can't Remember To Forget You

WOTD: “shady”

EOTD: thoughtful?

POTD: 

one of my fav pics for my wall

me and the brother right now

day thirty one

Helloooo, it's currently 11:27 right now, and I'm stumped. Yeah, I know I didn't post yesterday, well atleast I think I didn't, but I really don't care right now. Allow me to break down my day for you, because all I did yesterday was go to school to do my mock literacy test.

Today, I went to the doctor with mom. Woke up, and you won't believe how hard it is to wake up early when you just got used to sleeping in! It's hell. Anyways, we went after dropping the boys off to their respective schools. We literally waited for four hours (just used bold for the first time woah). We got there at 9:15 and got called on at about 1ish. I was starving! Oh, and like I said to mom before, Friday is his surgery day! When I asked the lady at the desk how long it'll take, she then decided to tell us that he was in the middle of a procedure. Mom and I went to Burger King, I got a chicken sandwich combo, she just got fries. I'm proud of myself because I didn't ask for a poutine. Anyways, literally the second we returned, my name was called! Lucky or what?! So basically, I lied, saying I had taken the birth control, blah blah blah, and got a prescription for my *cadhee* pills, but the old ones! After that, we went home and went to pick up the boys an hour later. We got Mcdonalds and Popeyes, but funny thing. We went to the mcdonalds at keele&ingram, and while we were at the window where we collect the food, we see a black woman, and to be honest, she looked like a lunatic. She looked like she just witnessed her child being killed or something, and she was crying and stumbled inside the place. So while we're at the window, the server tells us to go up because it'll take a while. We're waiting, and all of a sudden, a bunch of girls, who seem to be in grade nine, run outside with a little girl! We're witnessing the whole thing, and it turns out that the crazy woman was wrecking havoc inside, but I'm not too sure if the child is her daughter or not...Mom asked them what happened, and they just said that the lady was throwing stuff around. Mom left a couple minutes later, when we got our food. 

Other than that, nothing really went on. Vicky got This Is Us, and she's telling me how excited she is to give me my gift on Monday. I'm really scared, because what if I can't get the mug that she wants? I hate the fact that I can't buy it in a store! Oh, I'm not sure if this is relevant or not, but I got a screen protector yesterday. 

Also, I have a sudden desire to design my room...I've been watching videos, and I'm taking notes and saving pictures. I'm not sure if I should wait until summer to do this, or now, because firstly, I'm starting school in a couple of days. Secondly, I'm not sure if our building is going to go through construction during the summer, so I guess I'll try later then!

I think that's all for now, goodnight! Gonna drown myself in those nasty enery drinks, barf.

also, I was reconsidering continuing the SOTD, etc, but I realized that it might upset me. (11:43)

SOTD: Dark Horse

WOTD: "idiot"

EOTD: "done"

POTD: 

mom at the doctor, she's cheesed because the woman on the far left was playing this game, and we could hear all of the pings and other sounds it was making, and we were hella hungry.